Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Feeling disappointed

When people aren't what I expected them to be, I'm dissapointed and sometimes hurt if they lead me to think they have certain characteristics that they really don't have.

Loneliness

lonliness the hardest battle to win over that is what i have experienced in past few months . u may fight mentally to any challenges when ur dear ones support u but when they are not around u either physically or mentally then it hurts really badly . from last few months i have seen my love going far away from me . my family, my friends, nobody is here with me. and this type of situation is creating a slowly mental gap b/w me and those who are not here, although they should be. i am feeling very lonley and sad these days . need something which can boost my morale so that i can face this time in a better way!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Beautiful sadness!!!

I love life…Yeah, I’m sad, but at the same time, I’m really happy that something could make me feel that sad. It’s like…It makes me feel alive, you know. It makes me feel human. The only way I could feel this sad now is if I felt something really good before. So I have to take the bad with the good. So I guess what I’m feeling is like a beautiful sadness.
This time of year isn’t all stockings and mistletoe for everyone. The recession season can be like a magnifying glass focusing itself on our life. It can bring into focus all that is not so good with our life and make us more introvert for it or it can focus on what is currently not making us miserable. I decide. If this is the time of year that brings all that is lacking in my life into a crystal clarity that is hard to escape, I will try my best to give myself an hour for an exercise that just might change it’s focus.
If I have been concentrating on the negative aspects of life, It doesn't mean that I am a sucking pit of depression. I'm normal.
“It’s part of human behavior to take good things for granted. It’s biological, actually. A part of our brain filters out whatever isn’t hurtful, fearful, or physically moving. This filtering helped our forebears separate the beasts from he rocks and trees.
R U Agreed or still having some doubts?
Today, this same device starts filtering out all the good things we have, almost as soon as we get them. After a week or month or year with something that initially was wonderful, we have grown accustomed to it. We take it for granted.”